Waiting for Mom to call. Spring 2016. Having a hard time. Constantly fighting off the ideas of idiots and stupid people. Painted yesterday. Need to wash the brushes. Slow getting around to that for some reason. Was able to see my friend on Facebook video call, but I couldn't hear her. Controls on my equipment and music prevent me having a normal happy day.
Hoping to get back to my life as I know it. People want an instant, super happy attitude out of me and the fact is my life has been ruined. I just try to keep going. My emails and Facebook and letters have been interrupted and misdirected and criticized with no excuse. For instance, my ex-husband called me last year, twice one day. I returned his phone calls at least twice and I wrote him several emails just briefly explaining what had happened to me over the years since 1998, when we last saw each other. I have been told this was wrong of me to do. No thank you. He called me. I don't know what he wanted. It was nice to hear his voice on the answering machine though. It was kind of, quietly, a highlight of the year.
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