I have been steadily improving the past two and a half months on Latuda. I really needed more antidepressant! I think that on Haldol I had periods of happiness and activities, but was mostly subdued and depressed. Now I want to breathe life into my future and not just wait to die, like I was planning, on Haldol. I am encouraged by my efforts. Yesterday, I bought a camera. It's supposed to arrive by next Tuesday. I am kind of excited. I say 'kind of' because I'm not quite sure what exactly I have in my life to take pictures of - there are no friends and my brother won't allow photographs of himself... I'm left to pictures of my dinner I suppose... It kind of poses a challenge, because up to now my life has been very simple and manageable. On facebook I just share posts that I find, stuff I like, and my dear little blog here is just the basics. I don't know how I will work my camera into my life but it will be interesting to try it. It's stepping up for me. Again I credit the Latuda. I had been thinking of buying a camera for some years, but I didn't know what I was looking for. The one I got was a on a tip from a dear friend from uni on facebook. I was so glad he had taken the time to link me! I happen to have the money right now because of some arrears from SSI. I have to spend the money, or they will debit my monthly deposit. Hence, camera is on it's way. I spent a couple of hours today downloading lightroom and photoshop - a free 30 day trial offer. It was nice to see photoshop again. Hopefully I will enjoy it in the future.
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