Cup and sugar bowl, 2016. Life is really really beautiful now. The voices and visions have calmed down. I have been able to paint, just one painting, today. Nice colors. But okay, life is really really good.
Years ago I threw away a mini digital video camera that my ex-husband had given me after the divorce. I had asked for it to borrow, just to download something I had filmed. He was a little annoyed and he ended up giving it to me, which I totally didn't expect or ask for. Anyway, schizophrenia as it is, during an episode I threw it out. But a few weeks ago, it turned up in the back of the new Jeep my Dad had bought for himself. I could not believe it. It was dusty, and sticky too, for some reason. And the power to the battery charger didn't work - the light wouldn't come on. But but but!!! today I am charging that battery even just now. I cannot believe it and I am totally and utterly thankful for this ... well, miracle. I can't even believe it. I'm really happy about this. I have found some mini DV tapes online, which I will get later on this year. Actually, my Mom is sending me some money for my birthday - $15. So I can possibly buy some tapes at the end of the month or in September. I'm just totally shocked and happy about all this. It's really fantastic. Other than that fantastic news, I can't stop saying fantastic. Anyway, I have been uploading some photographs, florals, onto an interesting website for a fabric, wallpaper and giftwrap design company called Spoonflower. I'm enjoying that. I look forward to seeing what my Aunt and my cousin think of what I have done so far. They are decorators and my cousin is also a designer. Maybe they have in mind colors and more suggestions. I don't know. But ok, I'm stunned and really really happy. Wow. Totally, utterly, thank you. xxb
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