Grates, Downtown. I am feeling much better. I took my last dose of augmentin yesterday morning. But my run of weeks without episodes is over. I had two last week. They were kind of the same as the ones I had on Haldol, but tighter and a little meaner. I kind of expected them to return. It's a disappointment, though. I kind of wanted to try and see The Intern, just to see how I do on the Latuda, but with the episodes returning I just don't think it's a good idea. Seeing films causes episodes, every time. I don't know why. Sometimes watching television does, but I don't watch much television. Just a couple of episodes of the Golden Girls before falling asleep. Life is going quite well for me generally, now that I am feeling better. I keep thinking of my Grandmothers, who just kept going after my Grandfathers died, without any disasters. I just keep praying that things will go that smoothly for me and my brother. I know I'm a bit early for this kind of outlook, but schizophrenia put me out of commission at age 34. It's been a lot of years of trial and error, hospitalizations and so on. I don't know how I do it. I think I'm mentally aged about ten years older than my actually age, physically too, even. Tomorrow I start back on the treadmill at the recreation center. I can catch up on my awful soap opera while I walk. The weather is cooler and my nose and lungs are still a little sensitive to the damp in the air. I just count my blessings, for the most part I am physically well, no aches and pains, and mentally I am still better off on the Latuda than the Haldol, because I am more motivated and upbeat. I thank God for my Doctors and their great care thanks to Medicaid. Life is good.
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