Werewolf at my Aunt's house. My Aunt and Uncle always have a big Halloween party/occasion. All the cousins come home and participate in handing out candy. They dress up and take turns scaring trick-or-treaters.
I have had time to think and have calmed down since my last post. I think the Latuda is still going to take some getting used to, but more effective was just admitting that my ex-husband was making me angry. I have tried really hard over the years to just be really sensitive to his feelings as I struggled to endure the horror of schizophrenia. But I think that I needed to give my own feelings some room. I'm okay now, more sanguine. Back in 1998, I decided to let my husband go and I have to just accept that he went. Divorce is really hard to get used to. I check my progress every week by googling around, it's also a way of keeping up with my former industry. I just think I need to let go of that too and just really get into where I am. It's like everything is still kind of new to me and I am still making adjustments to my present life. Now that I am around other people, family, on this visit, I notice the way my solitude is shaping my personality. I want to keep an eye on this, and try and be more proactive. I am participating in this visit more than I used to on Haldol, I'm more alert, but I'm still tending to just be kind of silent in the corner. I love to observe, but I should converse a bit more too.
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